The random No. 6 talks thread inspired me to think a bit about Shion's childhood... or his life in general. o.o
And I'd like to discuss it with you guys. :3
The question is... do you think that Shion is happy? That he was happy?
I think he was kinda happy when he lived in the West Block and discovered a completely new life... a free life.
Nezumi is imprisoned by his hatred and his wish for revenge... that's why he can't be free. But he's at least free in the end and he was free when he was a small child.
In contrast to Nezumi, Shion was always in a cage. Like a lab rat. The city didn’t protect him; it kept him as a specimen. Giving him everything he would need was just a part of their experiment and finding gifted children and people was an important point... they just wanted his brain and it was important that he kept healthy and safe until they needed him.
(Of course they also needed other specimen, but yeah, it's nevertheless important to separate the wheat from the chaff in order to collect different data and analyses etc.)
The city brainwashes their people; everyone has to be happy and satisfied, since they live in such a great environment. But it's a very empty, "fake" environment. Just look at Shion's room in Chronos (especially in the anime, since the novel doesn't tell us that much about it.) It looks like a bureau; it’s not snug at all. A desk, awards, high-tech stuff for learning, nonfiction. He’s just 12, so he can’t have a coffee maker yet, huh? But at least he can make a cup of cocoa. He has no toys, there’s nothing left from his early childhood... (apart from the crib Shion's father made for him...the crib Karan brought secretly to Lost Town...) But apart from that they just don't have much stuff which really belongs to them.
He doesn't seem to have a stuffed animal or another toy that’s nostalgic to him. What is he even doing in his free time? Learning? Watching videos about how to suture bullet injuries? Are there playgrounds in the city? They are not mentioned, but also not shown in the visual media, apart from the old playground in the West Block. I dare to say that Chronos is not suitable for children at all. XD Most of the elite children are snobbish and won’t make good playmates. I think that Lili, who was born and raised in Lost Town, is a happier child than those kids who live in Chronos. Even if they are poor, I could imagine that she has toys at home. I could imagine that Renka made a sock puppet for her, or that Getsuyaku carved some wooden toys when he had one of his rare days off. And Nezumi – well, I think you can’t compare Nezumi and Shion’s childhood at all, but I think the first four years of Nezumi’s childhood were very happy. He had a lot of time to play outside, he sang and danced with his mother and enjoyed the forest and its gifts, whereas Shion already had his part in that achievement-oriented society in which he became an elite of the elite... and in which he was the one who provided the family...kind of. But Shion's studies are the cause why his family receives welfare. Kids there could survive without parents as long as they are smart enough to go to school. I bet the city would provide them a maid robot or something like that. ^^° And they would live alone in a huge villa.
Shion is just lucky that he has found a true friend in such a fake city like Chronos... And that he has a mother who loves him more than anything else. Otherwise, Shion lived like a little adult with a lot of responsibilities. Too many for such a young boy. (Okay, Nezumi's life is not much better... but...it's different. Yeah, you can't really compare it. He had books, robots, a piano... but he was starving, was confronted with a lot of violence...in the end he really lived his life and it's exciting, whereas Shion's life is monotonous and maybe even kinda pointless. ^^°)
Well, and when he lived in Lost Town and Karan started to work, Shion also started to work in the Park Administration so that he could pay his tuition fees. ^^° Even though it's not really hard work, it's actually not much fun at all... Just school and work and it's not even something he's interested in, it's just something he has to do.
He didn’t have time for being a child and he didn’t have time for being a teenager. I think that’s also why he enjoyed living in the West Block so much.

He could finally do whatever he wanted to do… Read fiction, enjoy plays, play with the mice and dogs, hang out with friends, sleepovers and in the anime they even had a snowball fight and they were on the playground. He enjoyed washing the dogs and reading to the children.
He had finally time to be easy-going, despite all the dangers… ^^° He had time to discover emotions and so many things he should have already known and experienced...
He never had enough time for a free development of his personality. He could not do what he really wants to do. And when Nezumi is gone, it's not better at all. Nezumi is free and is doing whatever he wants to do, but Shion has to stay... and again, he has too many responsibilities. He's just 16 and is supposed to change the entire city, because Nezumi, Safu and the doctor want it like that. I mean, I understand their wishes, but neither of them thought about Shion or his well-being. ^^° Or about his wishes. It's not his goddamn city and it was not his fault that it turned out like that. He has nothing to do with it.
When he told Nezumi that he would like to come with him, I thought it was the first time he really knew what he wanted to do. Stationary, my ass. XD I bet he doesn't care... I mean when he talked to Fura, he said that he doesn't care about the city and that he doesn't want to go back there... he just misses some people there.
I don't know why Nezumi tells him something like that. ^^° Shion is so curious, I bet he really would like to see more of the world, but again, he's imprisoned... this time by vows and his own guilt. Nezumi freed himself from his bonds, but he shackled Shion instead. (.__.)
What do you think about this topic?